Mi amore vole fe yah. *

Why? Why does it hit me so hard and so fast, that everything I’ve worked hard for during the day vanishes into thin air and I’m left feeling like a big ball of sludge? It’s not fine. Not at all. And it probably never will be, and I have to stop acting like it’s all going to be okay. Nothing I do will ever be enough to make all of this stop and the worst part is not knowing why I’m feeling this way. 

I feel like a giant cloud is on top of my head. Add a shitload of frustration. It didn’t use to be like this.

I don’t know where it went wrong, I don’t know if this is all my overthinking’s fault or my over-sensitivity that’s making everything go haywire. No matter how much I try to resolve things, it just leads us back to the same, dark place. Why is everything so wrong. 

I need you. I wish I could tell you everything without hesitation, without having to be so conscious, without having to worry about the things I wanted to say. 

I am frustrated. Frustration, go away.

1. th-shattered-smiles reblogged this from thezombiewearspink
2. itsbrucewayne liked this
3. causeigottakeepmyself-free liked this
4. yourkindofstalker liked this
5. herquietplace liked this
6. thebubblychiqx reblogged this from thezombiewearspink
7. thezombiewearspink posted this