Le boyfriend and I have a deal with each other this coming year — I am not allowed to be late in any of my classes, (which, mind you, is very hard for me since I started commuting, I’m always late hahaha) and he is not allowed to get lazy with his work. Then after every month, whoever pulls through with their side of the deal will get a reward, but if both doesn’t manage to keep up with the terms, then neither gets a reward.
I wonder how long we’ll be able to pull this off. Oh well, we’ll see! Probably less than two months though, three months tops. (Him, not getting lazy? HAH! Me, never late? HAHAHA WHAT AN IMPOSSIBLE DREAM but I must, I must, I must!)
OH! And I’m done studying and I’m really aiming for Dean’s list this term and the next and the next and the next to get dibs on my professors! Good luck to meeee~
It’s been a year. We’ve come such a long way. ♡
We’ve been in such a heck of a rollercoaster lately with all our fights and good times but I told you before and I’m standing by it, I won’t give up on us — but as long as you’re trying too. Time isn’t on our side these days and I know you keep telling me that we’d have all the time we’d want when we’re older but you know? I just miss all of the things we used to do, the things we aren’t able to do because of our schedules. But we’re getting there and we’re going to get there, just like you said.
Thank you for all the patience you have with me. Thank you for being my ray of sunshine whenever I’m sad or stressed, thank you for being my best friend, thank you for being the person I could tell random, unsignificant things about myself and you wouldn’t mind. Thank you for being one of my inspirations to do great things, thank you for being the good person I am not, thank you for being one of the persons I look up to because your optimism gives me hope. Thank you for your simple and little surprises, thank you for the big. I love you to the moon and back, and I hope you’d always remember this. ♡
I’m sorry for everything that you had to put up with me — my jealous eyes, my mood swings, PMS, my being mataray, my weirdness, everything. For the countless times you have forgiven me and for all the times you have never given up on me, especially the times when I started to lose hope. thank you. I’m trying to be better, I promise.
I miss you all the time. I miss a lot of things about you, I miss the time we used to spend together and all the little things. But I know someday it will all come back to us and it will be nicer than it used to. In the meantime, like I used to tell you, I won’t ever give up on us, as long as you feel the same way. Even if we have the roughest sailings and even if things get in our way and evein if time isn’t on our side, I can’t think of anyone else I’d rather be with. Even if your phone has very bad signal, it will always be you. ♡
I love you, honey. More years and forever and always with you to come. ♡
